Almost choking in my sorrow
Down my face flows a bitter tear
In tense waiting for tomorrow
When I can let go of the fear

In the daytime I am living
On the edge of distress and hope
But the night is not forgiving
I’m terrified in blinding grope

I know I’d be out of control
Because before the black night clears
I will search for my failing soul
In the bottle with all my tears

Looking at the last stars above
The sun rises and clears the sky
There’s just a little hope for love
Yet this is not my time to die

The memory of our kiss still flaring bright
You burned that kiss into my soul
You set my entire life alight
You make me misplace all control

I submit myself to my silent screams
Can I ask for a chance to love
Or will you steal my hopeless dreams
And are you staying there above

Was it all a fantasy which will end
The moment I open my eyes
Did I imagine and pretend
And did I just hear my own cries

There is just one more thing I need to do
Before I post my wishing list
And that is counting all the stars
In the dusk world where you exist

In the dark where all hopes are turned
In which the gleam of happiness is never seen
There’s a sliver of light where my heart was burned
Where my dreams and nightmares lie in between

I really thought we’d stay together in years
Destined for each other we would always belong
You’d never break your promise, leave me in tears
Like the love dance of the swans we would be strong

But you crumbled my dreams of happily ever after
And somewhere down the line all fell apart
You started to stray and vanished hereafter
You gave me false hope and broke my heart

So, I may have lost too many hopes in too many years
But with all my might I will fight untill the bitter end
Even when the last words are merely sighs in fears
Because tomorrow is when broken hopes may mend

My husband gave me a teddybear
It lies on my pillow next to me
And in bitter times of great despair
It gives me solace to some degree

I went to sleep with pain and sorrow
My tense heart was hurting for a while
I held the bear until the morrow
And I woke up rested with a smile

The professor’s task was very simple
Write a dissertation about Einstein’s relativity
But then you first have to understand
The gap between space and superconductivity

Or the relation of the law of photoelectric effect
And the pivotal step of quantum theory
How can I get this wisdom in my head
It is only boring hypotheses and it’s dreary

I have done the utmost best I could manage
With this limited, but open minded brain of mine
But unfortunately, I must acknowledge my superior
He was the greatest of his time, mister Albert Einstein

I know, I know for very sure
I have left it on the table
But there is something obscure
I think it’s absolutely unable

For me to put things some place else
I always put my stuff right there
Not in the closet or on the shelves
Under the bed or on top of a chair

No, I am absolutely sure of this
No matter how I accumulate things
It will never ever be amiss
Oh, the disorder that stuff brings

And then my hubby says with a sneer
With that item in his hand
You know where I found it dear
Just in the corner of no man’s land

Thank you for your company
Your laughter, stories and flowers
The warmth of your family
You can entertain me for hours

You’ll fill my heart with joy
Full of hope and ideals
The story of your love
When you fell head over heels

Sometimes there are years in between
And then I often see you
Just like ships in the storm
We are only passing through

We are like favourite food
Of waffles with strawberry flavor
Or ice with whipped cream
Just what you favour

To see you today after such a long time
Gave a bounce in my heart
And a smile on my face
Doesn’t matter we are far apart

Did you hear the call of my lonely heart
It is one clear silvery note ringing through
Every moment in time we are apart
You are hearing the same, you know it’s true

I am sure our hearts will hear each other
Even if we are in different times
We will never let the yearning smother
Our endless love is synchronised in rhymes

A distant bolt of mercury lights up
Every time we’ll try to be together
I’ll catch your love in a transparent cup
To have some supply in stormy weather

It is still in my heart
Cause you’re not here
It is still in my mind
Cause you’re not near

The silence is deafening
My mind is whirling mad
The gaping hole in my heart
It is hurting so bad

You left me way too soon
We weren’t finished yet
The emptiness in my soul
How am I suppose to forget

Your arms around my shoulder
Your kisses on my lips
Our sharing secrets told
We were not passing ships

A lifetime of quibbling
Of sharing joy and sadness
Now there’s nothing left for me
But heartache and madness

I know I must continue life
Without your loving touch
I will my love, I will
But I miss you so much

I am a restless spirit
Filled with nervous energy
A powerful lesson I inherit
Always in need for synergy

At multitasking I am great
Enjoying socializing and talking
Never losing control of my fate
Balancing the thin line I’m walking

I love ideas to exchange
Symbolizing interaction
Nothing seems to be strange
Just for my own satisfaction

My life is spent in the arms of love
A life of ease and unfading youth
And looking at the stars above
I know that I will find my truth

I am adaptable and flexible
Much aware of my immortality
I know I am incredible
Loving my dual personality

This is what my birth sign explains
This is really me, this is where my world begins
It is something that keeps me in chains
I am Gemini, two part of the twins