Feeling the emptiness in my heart
Couldn’t sense my passion anymore
Suddenly everything fell apart
Nothing in my life left to explore

All my loved ones left one by one
Had their own destinies to fulfill
Their compassion was finally gone
My life came to a lonely standstill

That dark cloud hanging over my head
It took my cheerful nature away
I dragged myself to an empty bed
And slept in the darkened night and day

Suddenly there was a tiny light
Just glittering like a Christmas star
It came from a tiny fairy sprite
She directed me to where you are

And when I thought there was nothing left
She showed me memories I forgot
Instead of feelings I was bereft
I recall the magic that you brought

You hurt me so bad that I will never overcome
The evilness of your so-called righteousness
You made me doubt and lonesome
My brain can’t wrap around your libellous

No matter what, I won’t forget
Your terrible ways of destroying
It’s best I act as if we never met
So I can remember my days enjoying

The fun, the freedom and the joy
Of living in the here and now
I am gladly turning from your annoy
I still can’t understand how

I let your mess within my life
I thought I was stronger than that
I have seen enough pain and strife
I am not sure what you were really at

But I am sure you’re the worst hypocrite I know
The most vicious man I’ve ever met
I shall never forgive you, it is better so
Nothingness is exactly what you get

People tell me that I am wrong
She was not to blame
Because she never whished to learn
To love without shame

The one thing she loved to do was
Acting like a dame
Forget her kith and kin and just
Wallow in the fame

Her life was fake and insincere
One big phony game
The only thing she could do was
Light up like a flame

She’s never dried my bitter tears
Never called or came
So why am I supposed to love
The bitch with no name

I am dreaming the night away
Making up stories you won’t believe
But when I’m awake during the day
There is nothing I can achieve

Because when the sun is shining
My thoughts disappear like cotton wool
And all dreams with a silver lining
Fading until the moon is full

Only then I can write my thoughts down
In the early hours of the night
The rhymes are easy flowing around
Help me carefree towards the light

He told me I was stupid
That I couldn’t do anything right
He made me feel I was worth nothing
That is why he kept me tight

He cut me off from people
Who loved me and were special to me
He made me feel stupid and obliged
And convinced me heatedly

He taught me how to obey
And pushed me around, drove me to tears
He was the only one I needed
Then caressed away the fears

He made me beg for my life
Then he handed out the final blow
And made sure I truly understood
He would never let me go

I wonder why humans can be so intolerable
And why it always hurts so much
When you are at the receiving end
Of that unreal and narrow-minded touch

What kind of genes are the cause of hypocrisy
I’d like to know how bigotry was originated
Why we can’t get along with each other
And where that jealous feeling was created

Some people say religions are the same
They all worship just one god
It is just very unfortunate
But the perception of these gods is odd

And then there is homo-sexuality
Some say it’s just a disease
Other people are terrified
And it is giving them great unease

And why is it that the colour of our skin
Creates a pointless small-mindedness
And the perception that they are less
Is only surpassed by farsightedness

I guess that finally the time has come
To get real and stop to believe
In what others say and only trust in yourself
Open your mind and let your heart perceive

I don’t mind who or what you are
Nothing will ever get me scared
For me there’s only one important thing
In my heart I know that I have cared

Look at my beautiful child
The symptoms may be mild
But he needs special care
And all the love we share

He is an autistic little boy
And gives us so much joy
Always a smile on his face
Take him in your embrace

Because a cuddle he likes best
We truly are feeling blessed
When the joy reaches his eyes
You’re feeling he is your prize

Why would you miss this chance
This is my moment
The clash of anxieties and dreams
This is my moment
I don’t want to hold back
This is my moment
I want to be free to dance
This is my moment
Are you going with me?
Or do you let me go
Do not hold me tight
do not stop me
let me fall
do not cling onto me
This is my moment
Let me fear
but I m not afraid
Let me fall
And I am back on my feet
Give me love
Because this is my moment

I ask my angel for forgiveness
The tears are falling down my face
If there was only a possibility
I would have folded you in my embrace

It made no sense, you looked so fine
Are you a lost angel now with translucent wings
I lost my way, wanted to show you all my love
I would have given you delightful things

You are playing with my heartstrings
I still sing you a song each day
About a little taste of heaven
I will never forget, I’ll never go away

I’ll try to hold you in everlasting time
But a guardian angel guide you home
Angel Dust is floating down my head
I wipe my tears away, now I am alone

My heart is pounding, pounding
It doesn’t know the rhythm anymore
My brain finds it amazing
The things my heart is crying for

The brain is swelling, swelling
My skull is way too small
For the thoughts of compassion
For my loved ones above all

My skin is crawling, crawling
My hair just stands upright
Something creepy is coming
I’ll close my eyes real tight

My feet are running, running
Just right up to the edge
No do not worry, I will not jump
That I can solemnly pledge

The clock turns to midnight
Time to go to sleep
I’ll cuddle up into your arms
Because you’re mine to keep