After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises. You begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build your roads on today, because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much, so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure, you really are strong and you really do have worth.
And you learn … And you learn … With every goodbye, you learn …
Clothed in only the skin I was born with My soul soars freely in the light of the moon I leave behind the darkness of my earthly trials Knowing I will return to them all too soon
I leave behind the bondage of possibility Allow myself to wallow in my own desire I clear my mind of other people’s perceptions Fanning my freedom like the flames of a fire
I search for harmony, for peaceful co-existence For insight and understanding of the fruit I bore Naked only in the corners of my heart and mind Free from the chains of vulnerability that I once wore
No longer do I wear my heart upon my sleeve for display Nor do I wait for others to confirm what I should feel Letting my soul wander freely in the light of the moon Exploring all the many emotions that are so real
A woman of talent, a woman of thought, A woman of charm and good taste, Independent and private. Observant and quiet, A woman of natural grace.
A woman of truth; a woman of honor, Firm in her beliefs and convictions, Courageous and brave. Though sometimes afraid, Seeks no favors nor dispensations.
A woman of subtle humor and wit, Is pleased to hear words of good cheer, Approves of gentle jesting. Finds debasement distressing, In such case, just turns a deaf ear.
A woman of kindness, a woman of care, Whose heart is as big as outdoors, Can love with a passion. Can bleed with compassion, Shows respect and love for what’s yours.
A friend I trust and entrust with my soul, A friend of no age and no race, As I am, she accepts me. Seeks no cause to reject me, A friend, I’ve been given by grace.
“For Sale – As Is,” read the realtor’s ad, “Furnishings Included, Beautiful Home, Magnificent View, Private and Secluded!”
With interest, I approached the house, Neglected, of course, and run-down, Cobwebs and spiders, mouse tracks and mice, And layers of dust all around.
The realtor said she was ‘sorry,’ She had not seen this place before, Her orders had come in the mail, “Sell the house – as is” … nothing more.
Distaste for the place showed on her face, But I smiled and said, “I’ve seen worse,” “Well, I haven’t,” she said, with disgust, Her voice sarcastic and terse.
Wainscoting and woodwork – yellowed with age, Hand-carved banisters – broken and cracked, Floors – moaning and groaning under our weight, Brass fixtures – discolored and black.
But all around, clues could be found This once was a house that was prime, Though it had had no loving care, For a very long, long time,
A grand staircase swept up from below, Elaborate in marble and teak, Time and grime may have stolen its shine, But there it stood … still proud and unique.
Then next a great room with huge windows, Surely a ballroom meant for a dance, Its draperies, musty and dusty, Yet displaying an old elegance.
A chandelier hung from the ceiling, Though archaic, it welcomed the light, It gleamed a bit when the sunshine hit, Thus proving it still had a life.
I closed my eyes and saw ladies in gowns, And men in full dress, bowing low, I heard a lively tune that filled the room, And caught myself tapping my toe.
I saw children on the banisters, I heard them giggle sliding by, I saw them racing one another Up the stairs for one more try.
The pictures in my mind persisted, This abandoned place was once a home, Love, warmth, and cheer one time were here, Though now it was cold and alone.
“I’ll take the house!” I blurted out, The realtor was struck dumb, “Yes, I know what I am doing!” She stood there, startled and stunned.
The price was right; the deed was done, My name went on the dotted line, We shook hands; she left in haste, I guess for fear I’d change my mind.
I looked about and made a vow, I swore I would revive this place, Too much still alive in here, Not time to go or be replaced.
I had the needed tools to use, Soap and water … and elbow grease, But most of all what I possessed Was a wondrous dream that would not cease.
From laughing children on a staircase, To dancing feet on polished floors, From opened curtains at big windows, To sunshine streaming in galore.
The poor realtor no way could see The same house that I saw, She only used her eyes to look, So, she could not see it all.
Thus, to see things best, I must suggest One employ all one’s faculties, Not just one’s eyes to look around, But use one’s heart to fully see.
Where will I be when I reached the end Where am I going when I cross the line Will all my fights be meant Will my loved ones be fine
Can I live with sadness Can I die with regret Can I still feel the madness Or is it a blessing I will forget
Will I leave with a smile in my heart Or are the tears flowing down my face Will I feel defeated and fall apart Or shall I bow to life and leave with grace
Am I in the company of strangers Or are my friends and family around Am I glad I left this world and all its dangers Or is there so much more to be found